my holiday life ntg special
juz go tuition
others time stay at home
so bored
lonely
juz wednesday
i get a call
oh dat my primary best frenz
quite happy
but he n me are still okay lar
but sumtime i really dunno wad he thinking
mayb too long we din contact
i din contact him becoz last time his father check me
now,
he got his own best frenz
but me???
haha
i juz cheat him dat my life at school r not bad
n got quite many best frenz
i am so happy in school
but......
actually i got so many problem
wif my secondary frenz
i cant pass my self
dat i reli dun like the way they do their work and others
and they dunno me much
they always hurt ppl feeling
but they din realize
i noe they juz straight
its gud for me
but they r not straight to their own frenz
we all like a gang
ppl look dat we r very gud frenz
but dat exactly not
actually they dun like each other
and talk bad behind ppl
dis make me wan to escape from them
but when wif them
i look normal
but they din realize
a day by a day
actually i become quite
dat becoz i wan to keep my self to myself
i feel so kesay dat i tell them about me last time
and start from now i wont tell them more bout me
i am so confuse wif another frenz
last time i like to talk wif her
but i realize actually they r same stlye
i wan to escape from her
sumtime but......
when i look at her eyes i will feel my self bad
so i din evan look at her on eyes
although she in front of me
i juz take many things to do
like very bz
let her feel dat i quite bz so dun cum to me
and goes wif others frenz
becoz....................mayb.....................
i dunno my self
sumtime dun evan noe wad am i thinking of
i wan to escape from all of them
but i dunno how to
juz go here go there
but i noe they always be there
even i go to where
i still need to face them
i noe dat
the group of frenz
no ones is reali care of me or else
they juz wan to let ppl noe they noe many frenz

can some one tell me
how to do???
how i escape from them??
i feel like i lost my self
and dunnooooooooooooo
but i dun wan they realize dat i
escape away from them


if can pls tell me wad to do
pls!!!!!!!
J.Liau